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yesterday -
went t send my clothe for alterinq
&bouqht my elctric blue nf shorts
with beads behind ! :D
nicenice ;i love it mans !
but im only left w $40 ;rahrahs

i told my mother i failed my enq
&as expected she naqnaqnaq
her naqs are always filled w words
that would hurt my feelinqs dur ><
i v disappointed in my mom luhs
i thouqht she would understand or what
cos its not like im th only one failinq laas ?!
alot of ppl also fail whats !
&she think i dun wnna pass also mehs ?
i hope she can understand
&trust in me that i've tried my best
&i will try harder durinq mid-year
but sadly she only know how t complain

i was v moved by my father
durinq dinner ;
we discussed about whether i should have tuition for a-maths
&this is what he said to me in chinese :
"all these while you have been overcominq th obstacles yourself, you made it here without anyone's help. i believe you can overcome this obstacle like how you did in th past. i trust that you can do it."
thikinq back ;
how i manaqed t climb from th second lousiest class
t th second class
&yes i made it all by myself
when dad told me that sentence
i can feel that he is proud t have an independent dauqhter
but instead i am qettinq more defiant day by day
&disappointinq him in every way
despite he had always believed in me
i still rmb when im in primary 3
i failed my science badly [30+/100]
as it was my first time interactinq w science
but my dad did not scold me or whatvr
he told me it's alriqht as i have tried my best
when actually i have not put in any effort
this really encouraqes me alot
&that is why i shot up durinq p4 streaminq
now ;i faild my enqlish common test
i disappointed him aqains
i felt so bad &that is why i cried in sku
when i have never ever dropped a tear for sku matters
i love my dad alot
&i promise i will not let him down w my mid-year results

tday -
borinqborinqborinq
sian cos no $ t eat sakae w sis &quanjia
ltr @niqht went t collect my altered clothe
qo eat &qo home los

tmd tmr still qot whatever BLiTZ shit
need t sell tickets door t door laas
1oam - 1pm ! 1oo% siansation ~
after that qoinq t meet yenlinq sis
i miss her fook loads canzxzx !?
&also qot it day luhs
stupid chers want kill us
saturday also qot it day ;
they win lor, no need t qo out liao lor
sku suckkkkkkkkks )x