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at 9:55 PM

so lonq nvr bloq lers
i dnno but i felt v sad all of a sudden
...

i've lost too much thinqs
althouqh its only barely a 15years
recallinq how i lost thinqs
&qained them back
&eventually lost them aqains
...
&my stupid bloq sonq
which adds on t th emotion
i wnna cry
i wnna cry
i wnna .. cry .

i want th old me back !
i realised i've chanqed alot
&i dnno why
where am i ? who am i ?
i'm lost in myself
arent i dumb .

how i wish i could live in dramas
no matter how complicated
it would always come t a happy endinq
but in my life tears qo on forever .

im tired
im tired of myself
im tired of everythinq
im tired of dollinq up nicely
im tired of arquinq with my mother
im tired of havinq t avoid some people

sunk into darkness .