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RAHS, MOODSWING _!_

im just so fedup w everythinq
sometimes you just don wnna care anymore
every little thinqs in life are just so imperfect
nothinq seem t be riqht ?

i miss him alot alot ):
but there's no way i can take a step forward
there are too many impossibles in life
so many, that what we can do became so little

i hate everythinq, everythinq !
my past, my present, my everythinq
i hate my past, why did i waste my time on him
why did i waste my time on them
why did i chanqe myself so much not for myself,
but for someone who is not worthy ?
&i made a such a biq fool out of myself
i hate what i am now
im like in th middle of nowhere
i dnno where i belonq, who i am
that emptiness, no one can understand

how i wish i can be a kid once aqain
when life is so simple
&we don't havt t think so much
im tired of this world, everythinq's in a mess