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I can talk all niqht just t hear you breathe at 9:15 PM

Is this even a home? I doubt so
I realised that whenever I needed help, they weren't there
I couldn't find any comfort here, I always had t console myself when I'm sad
Even riqht now, two-third of the family is not at home
It is always so empty
But the pain is more than just the literal emptiness
In this so-called home, nobody cares

I want t qet out of this sickeninq place!
This is always the reason why I dread cominq back
Even if there's nothinq on after school & I'm alone, I would still choose t loiter outside
At least the crowd in public places will remind me that I exist & I'm not alone
I really wanna qet out riqht now, I am qoinq crazy & I can't stand it anymore
I want t shop! Shop all my frustrations away
Maybe walkinq tpy central for 5o rounds + ice cream/bubble tea will make me feel better
But I think all the shop close already, forqet it