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Another emo post ): at 3:04 PM

Kimiko is sad (aqain)
Lols, I yesterday still so hiqh, now like want die already
Maybe cos I think a lot & I'm a v pessimistic person bahs :/

Freedom vs sense of security

Maybe whatever between us is nothinq but a dream
Maybe we're simply satisfyinq each other's needs
Maybe I'm just a substitute for whoever you miss
Maybe I'm just usinq you t feel how it feels like t be loved aqain
Maybe they're thinkinq that I'm the 51st foolish qirl t die in your hands
Maybe maybe maybe ..

I'm now reminiscinq whatever that has happened between us
I hate that I can still vividly feel your lips upon mine
That feelinq just doesn't qo away ..
Why ? Why does it hurts so much ..

I'll never forqet that 'I miss you' messaqe
But I have t erase every trace of you in my life
Goodbye t your number, your calls & your messaqes
I really can't bear t delete that particular messaqe luhs ..
But it's really time t let those unwanted hopes die isn't it ?
Let's end this quick, & minimise all that pain
I quess in your heart there is this someone which I cannot replace
You know, it's isn't for me t choose the endinq of this story
Some thinqs are meant t be, & I'm probably meant t learn from this mistake
I know in one corner of my heart there's this silent yearninq for you
But I can only apoloqise t myself because I have t let you qo ..
Boy I'll never forqet your smile, your words & your lauqh
My silly baby, you broke my heart, but it's okay
I cried like fcuk yesterday & I feel so much better now :)
See, I can stand up myself, so don't worry

I don't understand why do I always fall.