Days have been packed with lots of work recently, tiring but I enjoyed it. Love die my job coz awesome people are all around me and although I have to wake up at 5 every morning, I don't find myself dragging my feet to work at all. Plus I get to ogle at those young athletes! I was never crazy about angmohs but some are like really so damn hot la.

Sigh, feel like I'm such a failure, urgh, what's wrong with me nowadays, kept showing symptoms of depression, time to consult a psychologist! Lollol, home alone now & all of a sudden I realised how I totally screwed every aspect of my life upside down. Although I feel lonesome, at the same time I'm pushing everyone away from me because I don't think I'm good enough for anyone, the fact that I'm like a timed bomb that could tick off anytime & hurt the people around me without warning. I hate it I hate it I hate me.

So damn hungry I want waffles, sandwich & egg tarts!