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Thaw my heart at 7:10 PM

Mon I met pokemon & we went airport to revise but ended up playing blackshot, this is totally the reason why I shouldn't bring a laptop along to study, but I'm too lazy to print the notes out, you know how much paper & ink it costs anot! Took last bus back to pokemon's till next morning & rushed to work again - working almost full time for these 3 weeks, tiring like fuck.

Sigh, life is difficult because you either satisfy yourself or pacify others, and I hate the fact that I'm leaning towards the latter. I wish I can just be myself without having to mind all that judgements from other people. And I'm a little too paranoid for my own good, I think overly much about unimportant issues & I am way too indecisive because I'm afraid of regrets. I am so tired of trying so hard to fit in & still feeling so empty, I don't know wtf I want. I'm a coward, a loser that defy my own will for the opinions of others. I don't know why the hell are you acting like that & it annoys me to the core, maybe I'm just being a jealous bitch. I'm evil because I hope that all your efforts would go down the drain. I wanna be a samurai & slice your mask into two. I wanna grab your head & shove it to the wall. You freak, just explode & die. Aiya cb I also don't know what cock I talking, %$#&$%&@#.