Love you enough to let you go

Tied down at 9:23 PM

Yesterday was the losers' club outing! HAHA, the 8 of us went kbox, then pool (nubshit me) & some mad moments at the arcade especially the para part lol! Had damn lots of fun for the day, thanks guys :) Soon I bused home for a shower before heading out again at 11 to meet lucas.

I supposedly had an interview at 10am but aku fuck care la, heng the person nice let me go down anytime as long as it is before 6, hehe, so I went down at 5 plus with lucas. Shopped around until 7 plus & went for dinner before an early home sweet home.

My mood is extremely effed up now. Everybody is happily celebrating mid-autumn festival downstairs except for pathetic me who's left to sob & sniff at the desolated staircase. I hurt others in order to protect myself, but often ends up inflicting pain to myself as well. I hate myself for making the wrong choice again, bloody mistake. I'm sorry that everything turned out like this, it's my bad & you can put the blame on me.

Hi there, I'm kokonut, a girl very doubtful of human nature. I'm an extremely impulsive buyer and my amazing appetite knows no limits (so proud of it). I'm a violent ninja & gets paranoid all the time for nothing. I've got some issues with social awkwardness and sometimes, I'm so blunt it turns people off. I can be really really demanding but I really really don't care, so sorry about that. You have the rights to not accept this shit but too bad it's an essential part of me. Get over it.