Saturday, May 21, 2011
I'd rather go insane than having you stalk my every thought at 8:10 PM

Why does it feels like so much has happened this week? I guess it's good that I choose not to remember everything, my limited memory capacity is only worthwhile of happy moments, right? ^^..... So on Tuesday I had a yummy dinner at MOS Burger with my braaaaderrrr. As for Wednesday, we had a mini class outing to Tampines Mall for Mcdonald breakfast, arcade & the movie 'Fast & Furious 5'. Fucking awesome movie seriously, it didn't had all that great reviews for nothing! Super duper looking forward to Fast 6 man! Thursday after school our marketing group had our usual meeting & as expected we spent most of the time doing our own stuff HAHA, and then burp, hahalame & I slacked & chat till like 11 plus LOL like talkative only. Friday was prata & happy times at library again, project rooms are the best man!

I feel so hopeless about my studies already, so much that I couldn't be bothered to buck up anymore. I used to worry about my grades, but now, it seems like everything doesn't matter anymore. Everyone's trying so hard, sometimes I don't understand why must I when I know it's not gonna make a difference. I don't want to go for lectures, I don't pay attention in tutorials, and even online assignments I'd simply select random answers & submit it just to get it done with. I really can't catch up anymore. I lost all motivation. Even my pride to do better than others... I've lost it. I've changed so much. I realise I'm wasting a yearly 2.5k of my dad's blood & sweat but I just couldn't pick myself up anymore. Someone give me a hand?

I'm sorry.




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Hi there, I'm kokonut, a girl very doubtful of human nature. I'm an extremely impulsive buyer and my amazing appetite knows no limits (so proud of it). I'm a violent ninja & gets paranoid all the time for nothing. I've got some issues with social awkwardness and sometimes, I'm so blunt it turns people off. I can be really really demanding but I really really don't care, so sorry about that. You have the rights to not accept this shit but too bad it's an essential part of me. Get over it.



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