Gosh my holidays are as good as none, so boring! I'm staying home most of the time, I think I really have no life :( Find one day I should start reading my book, looks interesting, hehe! But for now, I'm munching tidbits & watching tv all day long, and I'm so bored that I began my maple crazy again LOL what the hell. Stupid big bang patch modified so many things inside & I still can't get used to it! Wandering around like a blind mice, but it's still good in a way because the patch made leveling much easier, woohoo, happy happy. Gonna chiong my character damn hardcore from now onwards, hiak hiak hiak.

It's been days since I held onto this bitterness, and it don't feel good at all. A single lie is enough for me to doubt every word from you, and yet I find myself wanting to believe in you despite all the negative thoughts. Maybe I should just let go & pretend that nothing happened, mm maybe I really should. Sigh, what has gone into me man.