Space out at 9:17 PM
Hate this contradicting feeling. I wish I could ignore, but those words, that I actually believed in, are mocking at my stupidity. I can't help but think too much, can't help but let this stupid issue affect me, and yet also can't hold myself back from the honest answer that sits quietly at the bottom of my heart. I wish I'm as tough as I seem to you. I'm sad, really, and I hope you know, but nah, you're never gonna see this anyway.
Whatever, I'm gonna eat kinder joy, kinder joy makes me happy ^.^
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